How She Truly Feels

She learned,

That when she tells how she truly feels, she will get kicked in the teeth, and her worst faults will be highlighted in neon yellow.

She wonders what would happen if she really laid out everything?
Lose it all?

Maybe she could keep it inside, and then go quietly insane. Burn the toast on purpose, forget to lock the door, put one red sock in with the whites.

Either implode with guilt...or paste on another smile like a band-aid over open heart surgery.